Hi! A little over a year ago, my (18M) *bisexual* girlfriend (18F) broke up with me because she had realized we may not have been right for each other. She also mentioned she had been questioning her sexuality even before we met but that she had “thought she was wrong” when she met me. This made me think I made her realize she’s actually lesbian.
This was my (and her) first ever relationship and understandably we were quite unsure of how to actually be in one. I treated her more like a friend and I didn’t even hug her more than others. We never shared a kiss and we almost never met by ourselves.
After we broke up I got really depressed and I started skipping school because of how insecure and depressed I felt (we now also go to the same school). I’ve tried therapists and everything but nothing can make me stop loving her.
It’s been a year. She got a girlfriend and my school is threatening to kick me out. One afternoon, she sent me a message saying she liked having me around and that we used to have fun together. She also said she wanted to meet up with some other mutual friends (not a booty call more like she felt sorry for me or something else). Part of me just wanted to say no and keep trying to go on with my life but i just couldn’t. I replied with a short “Sure”. She then started saying things like “you don’t have to if you don’t want” but I said it’d be fun.
We then agreed on a date and went on. A few days later she gave some good reasons as to why she could’t make it that date and gave me a new one. That goes on for about two weeks and in the end she just doesn’t say anything more.
This all makes me feel like she didn’t really feel like meeting up but instead just felt bad for me (I believe she knew my mental health wasn’t too well and maybe even that I still have feelings for her).
Now reddit please tell me what in gods world should i do?
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She is not your future. Block her.