Its almost as if I’m (16F) cursed. At first its all fine and dandy, but after some time passes (it usually varies depending on the person), they always end up disliking me. Even if we’ve never even interacted before, sometimes I’ll catch some random girl glaring at me from across the room. When in groups, its like they had some sort of mutual agreement to make me the butt of every joke or throw a snotty remark whenever i say anything.
I don’t think this is a victim complex, i like to think im pretty self-aware, but this is preventing me from making any long-term female friends. A lot of people have told me that its jealousy, but i find it hard to believe, because it doesn’t make any sense for almost every girl i meet to have the same reaction to me, and i don’t think im all that.
Could it be because I’m on the quieter side and don’t socialize much? Is there some sociological explanation for this?