I just feel as if I’m a worthless son, brother and friend to my family. I’m 26 now but still haven’t figured out what I want to do with my life. I’m not even standing on my two feet and taking responsibilities, and helping my family financially or anyways. Even though I do help a lot in other ways, I guess it doesn’t seem to be shown enough in society. I feel like I’m supposed to take on responsibilities and be a good role model to my little brother since my dad passed away. But since I’m dealing with my own problems, I feel as if I’m let down and it doesn’t make me feel good from inside. I’m supposed to be a good brother friend and a role model but I’m struggling and I don’t even know how to be a good person. I don’t do drugs or anything bad. I’m just not facing my fears and taking actions in life and due to this overthinking and worrying about the past and future, It seems as if I cannot even stay focused in the present moment. I always feel emotionally mentally physically tired or drained. Some days are good and rest days are not so good.
I want to take action and learn to become a happy person and overcome insecurities and learn to face fears and expand my knowledge in life. But I don’t know how to better myself.
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I don’t think you are worthless. Life is really difficult and we are all struggling. Sometimes there are extra things that hold you back. It can be hard to break out and experience new things. New things are what make you grow as a person. Even small steps can make a difference. Take good care of yourself mentally and physically. This is the most important thing. For what it’s worth, I do think you are a good person. You try. It’s never going to be perfect, but you are doing a good job.
Yes, and it sucks ass…