I’m 16F and all friends I’ve ever had were always jealous of me. Whether it’s grades, looks or whatever. After some time since our friendship has started I start feeling this hidden hate towards me and it becomes clear after I archive something or just have some sort of success. They start avoiding me especially when I bring the topic. I was thinking that maybe it’s just me, that I’m self-centred, but then I came to realise that I was actually right when I noticed that when I’m upset over something they try to bring me down instead of supporting me. This kind of dynamic repeats with every “friend” I have. So, how do I find people whom I can really call friends? I’d like to have genuine connections with others but sometimes it just feels like I don’t fit. Also I’m pretty introverted and can’t stand fake people.