I have been through so much with this person. Helped him throughout his jail sentence. Family issues. Putting him in spaces to better himself: mentally, financially, physically. I feel as though anyone new, will never amount to him or give me the extreme satisfaction I felt when I was with him. Everyday was an adventure. But why we ended? Cheating/talking to other girls via social media. Deal fucking breaker. I’m not sure how to feel. I stray away from dating; I’m not picky but something always turns me off from a person. I don’t mind doing it but “getting to know” someone is so exhausting sometimes :\
TLDR; he was a great liar and I’m too nonchalant.
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I dont think you are in love with him, rather you are in love with the idea that somebody is your project to work on.
I suppose you have to ask yourself what you will gain by getting with him again, if that’s an option. This is a guy who went to prison, he’s a liar and cheated on you. Is that the kind of person you want to commit yourself to? There’s nothing wrong with you loving him and having feelings for him but you have to use logic and realize that probably nothing good will come out of dating him. Not only that, there are billions of other men in the world. I’m certain there is another one out there that you are compatible with.