I have just turned 24 and have spent another year of my life completely alone and without any romantic experience. I have tried my best in life to build myself into a person worthy of love, but obviously I have failed. I can accept not being good enough, but if I am not, I also don’t see the reason in going on. I don’t really mean anything to anyone, and I doubt anyone’s lives would really change if I was gone. I feel more so a burden to everyone. I get on people’s bad sides without trying to. All I ever wanted was to be loved but I can’t seem to make the choices I need to obtain it. I now just want to be left alone but the world chooses to hate and ridicules me. I am so tired and exhausted. I just want to give up on everything. I don’t see the point in caring about my life if it’s worthless to others anyway.
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i understand how you feel, but not everyone can find love so early, especially considering the fact that ur only 24. i know that ur trying, but you gotta focus on yourself and then the right person will come. i do think you should get therapy or someone to talk to about it, otherwise it may get worse. don’t worry though, lots of people don’t find love until they’re older and it’s nothing to be ashamed of.