I(F24) don’t feel anything anymore because of the lack of effort but I’m scared I’m making the wrong decision of moving and won’t be ready when he(M25) finds someone new.

We’ve been together for 4 years and I’m (F24) starting to feel like we don’t make any progress anymore and there’s no growth in our relationship. We are in good terms and have been through a lot but worked on all of our issues, but I think I’m the type of person who could forgive but never forget. all the things that happened in the past I still think about up to this moment even in good times. And I feel like the longer time passes by the more numb I become. I used to look forward meeting each other but ever since the pandemic happened we meet like once a month and he doesn’t make plans and slowly I lost interest and I’d rather choose staying at home than meeting(introvert probs). He’s(M25) also the type who rarely makes effort so I kind of got used to it, i don’t even expect anything anymore. This is my first relationship and I’ve done a lot to save it in the past, we suddenly stopped talking a few weeks a go because of a simple argument. I deeply care for him but I don’t see any direction or where we are headed rn. Somedays I feel like I am ready to let go and move on, but there’s a thought in my mind thats asking me weather i’m ready to see this person with someone new or not. Anyone ever been in the same situation?

TL;DR! : Feeling like theres no growth in our relationship but not being sure whether i’m making the right decision of moving or if not ready to see him with someone new .