Lately these two things have been fighting it out in my head. The odd thing is, I’m constantly surrounded by friends. Classmates, fraternity members and roommates. Yet I find myself lonely. I’ve had issue with a girl I like which might be a cause but I know things would not work out.
I guess what I’m trying to get at is that I yearn for a relationship, but I’m just to scared. Rejection and embarrassment are a huge fear. As well as me taking things personally.
I don’t Snapchat anyone. I don’t reach out to people that I’m interested in. I don’t believe that I’m worthy of them I guess. Just a lot on my mind. This doesn’t really go hand and hand with social skills, it’s just something I wanted to ask. I’ve even caught me asking myself “when will it be my turn?”
Any guidance? Stop overthinking? Just breathe? Just wanting to understand how I feel.
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You just think a lot. Perhaps you should face your fears?
Easier said that done of course.
What is helping me through my journey is the presence process by Michael Brown.