I got infatuated by this guy for a while now and I don’t know how to move on. It is also my first time to be THIS attached to someone, plus whom I barely know or interact with.. I also get a lil jealous whenever I saw him with someone. We talk like few times before like acquaintances, nothing deep, but I never understood how I liked him. He seems average and just like any other guy, but out of all guys I met, I become drawn to him to the point I always wanted to see him more.. I feel creepy and weird, and I’m scared I might turn him off or smth, and I dont know how to make peace with this feeling..
I don’t plan to confess to him or if I do, I’m just not ready for a relationship. Also, he’s a bit much older than me so that might be weird.. I got no chance, and it will never happen.
I’ve heard infatuation is short-lived and only last for about just a couple of years but I like him for 4 years and counting now.. I’ve been ignoring him for a long while now but I can’t seem to move on and not get distracted.