So basically my boyfriend (21m) dumped me (19f) on Tuesday after like a year and a bit together. He had his first ever fifo swing and was away for two weeks, and in those two weeks I guess he decided he didn’t want me anymore and broke up with me the day he got home because in his words, “he doesn’t want to be in a relationship going into the next stage of his life.” Next year he’s planning on being a deckhand on super yachts, and I eventually agreed to be long distance with him. It hurts because it only took 14 days away from me to realise he didn’t want me, especially after he essentially begged for me to stay with him and try long distance when he went yachting next year. I don’t want to wait around for him, I just want to get over this and move on with my life because whilst I do still love him so so much, I hate feeling this way and just want to be happy, and I actually felt happy for once when I was with him. I was also completely not expecting it because he FaceTimed me whilst he was away and kept making plans with me, even like this weekend when we were meant to be going to his friends wedding. It feels like I’ve lost my best friend as well as my boyfriend, completely out of nowhere. I’m not one to beg for him to come back or really have much contact with him after this either. How do I get over this?
Thanks:)