I’ve met a guy that I really like, and he likes me too. I’ve never had my first kiss, and I’m still a virgin. He had an ex of five years, so he’s experienced all these things before. I find my person attractive. He’s sexy, and I fantasize about having sex with him everyday, but I’m so scared of it.
Throughout my years, I tried relieving myself sexually. I would watch porn and sometimes even tv shows would depict putting a finger or other object inside the vagina. I was never able to do that. It didn’t matter how aroused I got, nothing could fit inside. Not even a finger. I could only fit the tip of my index finger before I took it out because it hurt so much.
I’m going to see a doctor about this. It’s likely vaginismus or endometriosis. But for the time being, what positions or foreplay would be good alternatives for now? What foreplay can get us both turned on and able to orgasm? How should I tell him? I’m going to tell him, I just don’t know how I should bring it up
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Grinding on his D should be able to help u achieve it as well, maybe just in clothes or underwear. He could eat u out or u could give him a bj .
You still have a lot of options! Oral, grinding, manual (rubbing with fingers), toys, etc. If you want to simulate PIV sex later on, you can hold a toy called a fleshlight between your legs and he can penetrate that, and bonus points if you get a bullet vibe for you at the same time.
As far as how to bring it up, personally I’d just address the issue in the moment. If he tries to stick his finger in your vagina, that’s when you say “hold up, can we talk real quick?”. Then explain that you have pelvic floor dysfunction and you’re getting treatment. At his age it’s very likely he’s never heard of this so practice explaining what it is.