I don’t know what it is about me. I know I can get over excited and clingy. I’ve been practicing dating and learning from the hurt all year. I finally found someone (24m) I really trusted and wanted to take things slow. We talked all the time. Everyday all day for a month and then he went on vacation for two weeks.
The whole time our communication was dry and he left me on read instead of continuing the convo or staring a new one like he used to. He’s back now and hasn’t even reached out.
Now I’m sitting here in a state of mental agony trying to figure out where I went wrong again. How did I manage to mess this one up too? I was so careful, careful to not be too clingy, too excited, too relaxed. I prayed, I manifested I put good energy out into the world and here I am. Sobbing in physical pain from not knowing what the heck is wrong with me?
And to make matters worse my therapist hasn’t been responding to me either so I guess the universe is just saying to give up boy do I want to give up. Just to lay down and never wake up.
TLDR: I am in physical and emotional pain. Guy I liked and my therapist ghosted me. I’d like to die.
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He probably felt like it wasn’t going anywhere. I recently had to leave a girl on read who I liked and she liked me but I felt like she might have been taking it too slow, and it can seem like ur being lead on if not enough interest is being shown
Don’t. Not worth it. There is more to life than this. Looks like you took it too slowly. A month is a long time. Once you break the cycle of daily communication is hard to reconnect.