4 years since the last conversation we held but i still look back like it just been a week
Ive never loved anything, not that i can pinpoint. But during those 3 months i woke up and went to sleep with the same smile.
Even with how short it was, it meant everything for me it was the single spark of joy and motivation to another raise of dawn that i now miss so much.
4 years of the same numb empty rathole that i dug myself which seems to been gotten deeper.
How is it that within so little time your before and after appear even smaller.
I had never loved anything till you arrived and nohing a after you left.
I really fucked up that time, why does it have to burn so hard. Why cant i get rid of your words, of your face, off your voice,.
Why have all this time not erased your image
To Her
(Hi thankiu for reading this lol im not really good with my english but i enjoy trying explain my shit, it would be very helpful any inside, and also tips to forget a long gone girlfriend lmao)