Hello, I just wanted to post this and see what people say.
I am 37 y/o and married to an amazing woman and we have a fantastic marriage. No kids and 3 crazy dogs.
I am bipolar and have personality disorder. I have been fired from every job I have had. I have lost all my friends, literally, because of being bipolar and having personality disorder.
I am insanely happy with my wife and have come a long way. But since I have been fired from all my jobs and have zero friends I just feel like a failure.
Where do I go from here? I can’t have friends because I’m a horrible friend and push people away. I feel like I’m missing something by not having friends. I feel like a loser because of this as well, and losing all my jobs.
I crave friendship but I don’t know what to do. Any thoughts or anything?
Yea, and also, not sure how I ended up married either lol especially because she is successful, beautiful and loves me. Simply a conundrum lol