After a crappy breakup, I went to a bar to interact and pick-up. Left like shit.

I had a bad ending with a girl who decided to ghost me gradually, without telling me what was the problem. Dated for months.

I put high expectations on myself, and when I fail to accomplish, it makes it weird.

But I went to a bar, I initiated a conversation for the first time in aeons, I need to build the confidence from the ground. We chit-chatted for 5 minutes, then she left. Not a big deal.

Time is passing, I am going to dance. I danced most of the night by myself, there was a drunk girl who was acting so shallow. However, I asked her to see if she wants to dance, she gave me “no, thank you” and she proceeded to dance with her girlfriends.

All in all, kind of a fucked up night, some of the couples were kissing and I was like “well, shit.” Time to move on. But I didn’t like it. I don’t think that I am attractive enough to make someone go out with me.