What do you do when you have nobody to talk to?

I’ve certainly dealt with my fair share of issues in life, but I always had those few friends who meant the world to me that I could talk to and feel important to. Well, a girlfriend sort of messed up my social life and I ended up drifting from pretty much all of those friends. It’s been so long, and I just can’t seem to find new friends like that. It’s like everyone already has a closer friend, and I must not be interesting enough to be worth thinking about. Nobody in the last like year had ever reached out to me first or asked about me.

Either way, I just feel so incredibly alone. Even with a therapist, my days feel completely plagued with emptiness and I just can’t deal with it anymore. I can’t keep living in denial, I desire so badly someone to be there for me, or equally as much someone I can be there for and feel important to.

I know people have been in the same place as me, what can I do? I don’t want to keep spending every day feeling lonely and like I need to have a conversation with someone that feels mutual rather than having to be forced.