I’m 27f and Partner 26f is a doctor and travels a lot and currently just finished his training abroad. Now my issue with this is that it was really hard because I ended up having to suppress so many emotions because I couldn’t see him whenever I wanted like I could before.
This also happened to my emotions when we had covid lockdown and couldn’t add each other for 8 weeks or so. It was really tough
It also wrecked my libido completely. As in I just have no libido. In general.
I don’t know how to move past this. Like everytime I see him I give my all then when I head home I just have to switch all emotion off which is overwhelmingly hard at first.
Tldr; in a ldr and my emotions are messed up.