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So I had an experience a while back with a friend of mine. She let me sniff her panties and jerk off in front of her. (Kinda my thing) But she got excited and wanted to jerk me off too. After I let her she then asked me if she could finger my ass. I was nervous about it but reluctantly said yes. I’d never done this before. (Except for a few exploratory fingers in the shower alone) She got lube from her purse and slowly worked her magic. It was odd but after a while it felt good. Before I knew it she pulled out this thing that looked like the head of a dick that slipped over her fingers. It was small, just added a slight more girth to her fingers with a head at the tip. I guess you could call it a finger sleeve? She told me I’d love it and my eyes went wide. I didn’t resist I just closed by eyes and let her in. It wasn’t long before I nut everywhere and she had a huge satisfactory grin on her face. 😏
So now my friend just opened an entire new world for me that I thought I’d never want to experience. My wife refuses to do this for me, She doesn’t want anything to do with my butt. (We have a semi open relationship) However due to some circumstances my friend is no longer available to hook up. So my fantasy’s have been running wild and it’s all I can think about. I don’t know what to do. I’ve experimented with my wife’s toys but it’s not the same alone. I want a women to take me and I’m loosing my mind. I’ve always had a bit of a submissive side to me due to my pantie sniffing and being watched masturbating fetish. But I’m the dominant one with my wife. She’ll watch me with her panties but she likes to be controlled and taken. But this is totally new. I don’t even know where to look.
In my mind I see myself worshiping a dominant women. She makes me please her, Eat her pussy and she sits on my face. She makes me put on a strap on and fuck her. Not allowing me the please. She won’t touch me and I’m not allowed to touch myself. This parts all about her pleasure. When she’s satisfied, she makes me clean her up, lick everywhere, and when she’s clean, I’m rewarded.
I’m on my back with panties pressed to my wet creamy face, I’m being taken and controlled. Shes sliding inside me, jerking my cock but edging me, she teases and toys with me only allowing me to release when she’s done with me.
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Get a fetlife profile my dude
If you have a “semi-open” relationship, I would imagine you can find a woman who is willing to do this with you, no?
It’s definitely not the same alone.
I have zero interest in that stuff unless I’m being dominated.
you might find it difficult to find a femdom who wants to be used as a kink dispenser, some are looking for play partners but most lifestylers wont do it for obvious reasons.
ie, they are dominant and want to own their bitch. Women who are generally dominant dont like being used. someone might be interested if they have an itch to scratch , never know.
Maybe consider a paid experience with a Domme?
Easy to find, scratches the itch, safe space to explore, you can get a very specific fantasy you’re looking for
i fucking hate i when the dude i am seeing touches himself it piss me off fking hate it. i also hate it when he decides to get a mind of his own and do his own thing to pleasure his dick when he fucking me
i hate being submissive for him. i feel like he is stringing me along because he keeps being vague about his limits. i feel used and i fucking hate it i am not enjoying it, except for the pussy eating.
i have considered that is the only thing we will be doing going forward until he can learn to behave himself i am fucking over it.
we only hooked up three times but i feel like i have given him enough leeway , i dont like it, i feel uncomfortable not being completely in control.