Ever since high school so many people have mentioned to me to straight up said I give off psychopath vibes, or they straight think I have no emotions or empathy or whatever it is that makes someone a psychopath. In high school I just didn’t care. I didn’t care about the people I was in school with and was near suicidal just wanting to leave. But it followed me to collage now I’m close to graduating (one more year ) I still hear it.
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I have tried so hard to be more expressive, energetic, friendly, caring, and happy. I even focus on I speak to have more inflection in my voice, but it doesn’t work. My closest friend made a comment today about me being a psychopath and I realize I have made zero progress in getting past this and presenting myself in a better way to others. I think this may be why I struggle so much socially and I’m at a loss of what to due next.
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whatever man, you have a close friend don’t you? If so, they’ve accepted you as a psychopath enough to joke about it. If they’re not a close friend, then I feel your pain… try to find people to accept you as you are or at least understand you. It’ll be really hard, but those people exist if you’re lucky. Not everyone can show emotion and there can only be so much learning to do so. In the end, you’ll just have to find people to accept your limitations.
MAybe you are just an INTJ ?
Do you have emotions because it’s different of course when you don’t and they actually are right in saying that you don’t seem to have any emotions. (not sure, so im asking).
Some people can be more sensitive than the average person and just put a big wall around them to protect themselves from getting hurt by stuff. THey seem like they don’t care a big deal about anything but in reality they are just staying clear of potential hurt.