A friend of mine just invited me for a birthday party and I accepted it because why not, tbh I don’t get invited to parties that often because my friends rarely do birthday parties.
Her and I, we haven’t had much contact after school because we weren’t that close in the first place and she didn’t seemed that interested either. I was already pretty sure (and got confirmed by another friend of mine) that I wasn’t her first choice, but apparently there’s kind of a need for guys at this party. Also I was kind of urged to respond quickly (by the other friend).
Now *of course* immediately after accepting I regret it because:
– I feel spineless/devaluing myself (might be a bit hard idk) because if she doesn’t seem to be bothered much about me and yet I still accept, like I’m desperate
– it’s gonna be big and I’m probably gonna get sick with a cold or something because atm everyone gets sick and the week after I have an important event with my family where I don’t wanna be sick… and sick would mean not working means no money (I’m not dependent on that particular money but I like money lol)
I don’t wanna cancel now because it would look bad I guess. What do you guys think?
Thank you for reading.
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Go to the party and make friends with other people there.