I started talking to this girl a year ago and instantly I connected with her, I have struggled with women in my past due to the fact I’m very picky but this person actually gave me the time and day and she was really into me. However I started rushing things and I kept insinuating on her coming back to mine and she seemed very undecisive on it. Eventually she told me no and that she isn’t that type of girl and got angry and me for constantly talking about it. When she said this I eventually backed off and I didn’t realise what I was doing, when I found out I was pushing her boundaries I apologised for what I did and she forgave me. We ended up meeting again but that was the last time we ever saw each other. We ended up talking less and less and eventually we stopped talking. I haven’t spoken to her in 10 months
Assesing the situation I realised that I was being a huge dick by rushing things, plus in my head I thought I could do better arrogantly but now I’ve realised that she was really good to me and we had something going. I regret the way I acted every day and I miss her company. Idk if I should start talking to her again or the ship has sailed. Thank you all