I (20F) don’t get invited to a lot of parties, especially now that I’m in a relationship, because I don’t talk to a lot of people and tend to be standoffish unless I’m at a social thing(then I’m very outgoing).
I have some very close friends that I’m growing apart from but I still want to go out and have fun like I see others doing. I’ve tried college parties, rowdy concerts are my favorite but the crowds never match my energy(they’re often awkward/self conscious/judgmental), college bars, normal bars, friend’s house parties, small get togethers, etc. but I always find myself wondering: this is it? I always wish I was somewhere “more exciting” but where is this mythical place? I know how to make my own fun and love to dance, but I always wish I was it was just more fun?
Please don’t drag me through the dirt about how I’m stuck up😫, I was a weird kid growing up so maybe my expectations are too high.
Is there a fun night life kinda thing that I’m missing or am I missing something in the events I’ve been to already/am I doing something wrong??