I’m getting too complacent and giving up on ever finding a relationship or close friends.

I’ve noticed that it’s been days or weeks since I was craving for love. I used to think about it constantly and my sexual mind seemed active (I used to regularly feel horny and jerked off probably once every 2 days). But now days or weeks have gone by and I’ve totally lost the feeling of any romantic or sexual thoughts. Instead I’m constantly telling myself it’s alright if I find no one, I can live alone. I’ve got into lot of hobbies and found a few friends. I am not particularly happy but I’m better now. But the low horny levels are extremely concerning.

I’ve noticed that my sexual thoughts and horny levels rise high sometimes and drop to zero sometimes on a regular basis. They are like random waves. Like men equivalent to periods. I’m 22M for the context and I workout 3-4 times a week, have outdoorsy hobbies like hiking and biking. I’m generally fit.