This is not a humble brag post, promise. But it’s pretty much what the title says. Our sex life has gotten to a place *beyond* what I could have dreamed of. We’re fucking better than porn stars. Every day, I’m think, “surely it can’t get better than this”, and then it does, every single day, every single orgasm. We keep finding new shit we like. And it only got to this place because I love him and trust him so deeply.
I got over feeling guilty about it. I got over “this is too good to be true.” Nope, it’s true, I’m living it and I trust he feels the same.
I think I’m just shocked at the level of pleasure? How good I can feel, inside and out? Everyone should have this. Everyone deserves this. The abundance is just hard for me to wrap my brain around and accept. The world has so much strife and pain and lack…but finally, I’ve gotten to a place where I have so, so much.
How do I…accept it, I guess?
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Ours is the same way. I never take it for granted but appreciate every little thing about it. Never knew it could be so good. Enjoy!!
Because this is the way it is supposed to be. Be thankful and enjoy the ride. You are normal.
I know both sides. My ex and I were worlds apart when it came to sex. Life was miserable. I now have what you described. We’ve been together 20 years and it keeps getting better, even when I wonder how it could, but somehow it does. Believe me, this is so much better, and I truly believe this is the way its supposed to be.
It sounds like you are letting the world into your sex life. What happens in the bedroom should be self-contained, intimate and PRIVATE where no thought aside from “me and him/her” are relevant. But here you are considering how much “strife and pain and lack” the world has when you should be concentrating on what you and your husband have and nothing else. Is there perhaps something else in your life you feel you could be doing more with? Are you secretly yearning to be an activity and change the world in some way? It might be that you have neglected this want of yours so long that now you are truly happy, your inner activist (who, by definition are angry with the current status quo, hence their desire for something to change) is rebelling against that feeling.
Sex is the one place where you can actually say “screw the rest of the world, this is about me and my partner and nothing else need be considered”, so find an outlet for that rage against the injustices of the world and keep enjoying your sex life guilt-free