I know I just made a post but sometimes these feelings hit me.
I’ve been seeing my girlfriend for about a year. She’s wonderful. Caring, beautiful, smart, funny. The works.
In fact, many things are great in my life. I just got a job that pays really well and I’m getting into decent shape. I’m even about to get my own place.
So I don’t know how to explain it to her. Everything is good. Everything is really fucking good. But I just can’t help it. It’s like it’s tearing a hole in my gut and I can’t take it.
I’m not even sure if I should tell her. I don’t want her to worry. She has her own stuff to think about.
How do I tell her that, despite everything being great, I still want to die?
TL:DR – Don’t know if/how I should tell my gf that I’m suicidal
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You tell her and in the same sentence explain how you are seeking help, like from your doctor and therapist.
First, I’m so sorry my guy. Depression is no joke. I hope you just know that people love you and you have a lot going for you.
Second, are you doing anything to address it? Are you in therapy? Have you spoken with a doctor? Are you on any medication?
Try ketamine therapy. It works.