Does he want me or not?

I’m new here I justs need advice. I started working this job a month ago like last year beginning of December. I work on a military base as a housekeeper. I told myself I will not talk to any military guy since I’m working here. Well I messed up pretty bad and didn’t follow by what I was supposed to be doing. With that being said I recently met a guy a little younger than me he’s cool to talk to well that’s what I thought. We got close when he first saw me he immediately fell for me like love at for sight. Crazy thing about I knew this man liked me because every where I went he was there. He eventually got the courage to give me his contact information. Yes he’s in the military and that’s where I went wrong at. We eventually start texting each other almost every day he would say how beautiful I am daily he would justs say kind things to me. At work he give me this look in his eyes you can tell he was in love I guess. Last week we kissed at work he was happy about it. We kissed so much he didn’t want to stop. Did I mention he’s white if I musts be completely honest I am the first black girl he ever kissed I kinda wanted to question more of his background but I never got a chance. Anyways we’re completely enjoying each other company. Recently I got a text from him saying he doesn’t want to proceed with what we have. He basically cut me off like I was nothing which really hurt my feelings because he didn’t explain why. Now we see each other every day but now all does is stare at me all day won’t say a word. It’s killing me because I thought everything was going great between us. I kinda want to quit my job because I can’t continue to work like this. I blame myself for my actions. Is it something he’s not telling me?? Help