I’m drinking wine, eating cheese and crackers, and watching the Sopranos while my two cats occupy my lap. Sometimes I think they are the only beings in the world who truly love me. I told the guy I was briefly dating that I wasn’t feeling a connection, and part of me thinks I’m messed up from past relationships, but also I so deeply miss having the genuine kind of connection with another without it becoming something messed up in the end. It didn’t this time, but I legitimately just didn’t feel anything for him. I tried. Gave it three dates… and I feel like that’s enough to know?
I guess I’m not necessarily looking for dating advice. I’m just looking for some Friday night conversation. I don’t want to make any stupid decisions and reach out to anyone I shouldn’t tonight just because I am alone. I did that couple of weeks ago and completely regretted it. I want someone to come home to at the end of the day and feel all comfy and cozy with, but I feel like I’ve lost the spark I once had that attracted people to me in life.
Can anyone relate?
2 comments
You can’t go wrong with cheese and pets cozying up to you.
You can’t force connection. The right person for you will feel natural and easy to get close to, spend time with and they you. No way to create feeling where you don’t feel for someone.
I hope you have a relaxing weekend.
Had grilled cheese and soup, apple slices for a snack, and watching movies on Hulu on the couch. 🫠