She is a co-worker and I know her for about a year now. She is about 20 years older than me, but it doesn’t matter to me.
I had the balls to ask her out 2 weeks ago and we had our first date last week. It went really well, better than I would have ever imagined. She was really joyful and she really liked it. I picked her up and we had some cake and coffee and talked a lot. She told me many private things about herself. I knew before that she has a son who lives on his own and a 20yo daughter still living at her place.
I am in no way interested in her daughter. She showed me some pictures of her children on her phone, I have not met her in person yet and she told me that she doesn’t want her daughter to move out ever. After eating we drove to a forest and had a walk and talked more. I really like her and I think about her everyday. I fell in love. I called her and asked if she wants to meet again and she wants to. We had no physical contact on the first date. I was wondering if I have to initiate this on our second date and maybe even lean in for a kiss? I don’t want to rush it but I want her to know that I really like her.
We did not consume alcohol on our first date, I’m afraid I would need some beers to open myself up to touch or kiss her. The problem would be that I could not drive her home if I drink and I don’t know if she is ready to sleep at my place or me sleeping in her place with her daughter around