Me (21M) my GF (21F)

Hey guys, So I met this girl back in summer 2022 on ig. We hit it off pretty fast and grew to like each other. Turns out she is from a different country but that didn’t stop us from talking and we have been talking every single day since then. We entered into a relationship and have been completely committed to each other since September. We talk every single day on every app, call each other, and do as much as we can together since we are long distance. I am a virgin, she isn’t and she knows I am a virgin and we talk about having intercourse all the time. We are comfortable and we both really love each-other. We were supposed to see each other in December but because of extenuating circumstances we couldn’t. She plans on moving to America and was already planning on being here by fall of 2023.

So heres the thing. I want to have sex. I have had the opportunity back in hs multiple times but never did it and i regret it now just because of the experience and knowing what to do. Now that I am in a relationship I feel like so many other girls are hitting me up and I know what they want, but I do not give them the time of day because I love and am committed to my gf, even though we haven’t even seen each other irl. Recently I have been wanting to have intercourse with someone just so I know what to do when I do finally meet my gf irl (I have had next to no sex-ed). It wouldnt be anything special to me at all it and I know this may sound weird but it would genuinely just be a learning experience yk, like what to do etc. So this I met this one girl on ig who lived right down the road from me and talked with her about it. She was pretty chill and understanding of my situation and she offered to take my virginity, nothing personal and it wouldn’t be anything special like I said, just strictly so she could teach me what to do etc. Anyways I DID NOT end up going to meet her and I didn’t tell my gf that I had that interaction.

Now I am wanting to hit that girl back up just to do it because like I said before she knew my situation and was down to teach. Again it is nothing personal at all. And its nothing thats wrong with my gf I love her and she means everything to me. It is just something that I feel I need to do for myself, I know I wouldn’t be feeling these things if I ended up being able to meet up with my gf irl in December, but stuff happens and we weren’t able to meet.

Anyways I really dont know what to do. I talked with my close friends about it and it was split down the middle. 1 said I shouldnt do it and the other said I should have done it for experience so that when I am with my gf I will know what to do. Now I really do love my gf, we talk about everything and spend virtually all day talking to eachother whether thats over text or call. My family knows and friends know about her and vice versa. We have eachothers locations etc. We have a healthy relationship and I am proud of that. I am confident we will end up seeing each other eventually but it wont be for at least 3-4 months. So it isn’t that I don’t love my gf or anything but I really just want to experience intercourse to literally learn and experience it. Obviously with my gf it will mean something because we love each other. Am I wrong for wanting to do it with someone for the experience instead of waiting longer with my gf?