I made a post this past week about something (only other post on my profile, unable to share link here) that happened to me with an ex. I still feel icky and disgusting about it all and I feel I’m just getting worse but still a bit worried I’m being too sensitive about it?
A few nights this week I’ve had panic attacks about it and been so triggered by sleeping in my own bed (because that’s where the issue would occur) that I’ve had to sleep on my floor.
I’ve been thinking about it a bit and they were essentially badgering me with the same kind of question and I was always strong and certain with my answer of ‘no I’m not ready’ but in a nice way.
Tldr: update to previous post, unsure how to feel
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You’re not supposed to feel a certain way. He didn’t take no for an answer which is never acceptable. you can feel weird, vulnerable, wounded, or nothing at all. This was an awful experience.
You need to take some time to yourself and decide what you want to be and do with your life?
Do you want to be this persons sex toy for the rest of your life?