So I have about 5 close friends I treat the same, I act myself, sensible, respectful and respectable.
Then I have another friend who I treat like he’s a godly almost, and I’m afraid to be fully myself around him in fear he won’t like it.
And I have one other friend where I act almost like I’m a clown/jester, I act low IQ and play stupid, say some things offensive I don’t mean. And even treat him abit bad, as far as negging on him, taking advantage of him abit, but he kind of lets me. I respect him a lot, but I can be pretty disrespectful at times I guess, but demanding etc.
Generally speaking I feel across the board, I act up around people, for a laugh, and even make myself come across as abit of a dick for a laugh.
If I were to live in a world with no one in it, my true self is fairly sensible, stoic, and very grown up.
Is this normal? What’s wrong with me…
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You try to fit in… And you try more to fit in as you try to be yourself. And that’s way your talking different to all the other people.
and, of course, this is partly justified. It is perfectly normal to behave differently depending on the society.
But you as a person, with your values and thoughts should always be the same