I’ve, for the most part, been left out of a lot of stuff. Rather it was something as simple as elementary school games, to even big things like feeling abandoned by my dad. I’ve never really felt a part of something big.
I see other teens my age with friend groups and the like. They go over each others houses and talk about whatever. I have a few friends, but I don’t feel like they understand or know me despite me trying to get to know them. I always feel like I’m missing out on something.
In friend groups, I never feel at home. I feel uncomfortable and like an imposter, like I’m trespassing on areas I’m not supposed to be at. I constantly feel the inate desire to feel a part of something, yet I don’t know why or how.
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I’ve felt this before and after my friend group slowly started to get separated. I know it might feel Lonely but I started with 10 friends and now In my junior year I’m left with two. Eventually you will meet the right people, but I get you, the feeling of wanting to be a part of something, I used to sit by myself and I chose to and I liked it, cause that’s how I enjoyed the peace with myself started. If you see anyone being alone just ask them to be friends with you, juss being with one friend is so much better than a whole group, cause my friend group liked being in their own group and wanted to talk shi.. but be nice to people even if they acting up.. don’t try to be like them. It’ll only change you.