I’m 23 years old and never been into a relationship since birth. I believe/think i’m not that ugly (based on societal standard) since there are other people who confessed to me that somehow they found me attractive. Idk, somehow I imagine myself to be in a relationship caring for someone and being cared of. But when there is an opportunity to have that special someone, I tend to ignore and reject it. Idk if the person is not my type or we’re just not click with each other. I read books and watch movies rather than to talk with someone even though I like them. I dont know if Im insecure with everybody or sabotaging myself … Maybe im just in love with the concept of it… Idk