Soo I’ve been single about 6 years and I’m pretty young (mid 20’s), I’ve had maybe 2 or 3 fwb in my lifetime and all end badly. Let me start off with explaining quickly why I don’t want a relationship. I’ve been single soo long I’m use to it, I don’t feel I’m in the position to be with someone (because I don’t have my own place or a good job), I’m soo mentally exhausted from my last relationship, I don’t want anyone unless they give me 0 red flags and I can trust them and lastly I know there are soo many ppl in the world and I want to make sure I pick the right one. My current fwb and me bonded quickly, I met up with her at a local club and first impression wasn’t great. She was dancing all over gay/bi men all night and barely staying by me. Plus she tells me she goes clubbing and gets drunk 3 days a week I think “damn she’s definitely not someone I would want to take serious” But none the less I hung out with her again. This time at a chiller place. She was laughing at all my jokes and touching me and just being soo sweet. I also noticed when picking her up that she’s at a very rough time in her life and has been through a lot. I start to like her and we become fwb. Now this is where it gets messy.. Jealousy rears it’s ugly head. I start getting jealous and she does too but mainly me. Because she lies to me. A lot. Of course she owes me nothing but I told her from the beginning if I’m gonna be sleeping w you I want to know if your sleeping with other people. For safety reasons and respect for my body. ((I know this is late to mention but we are both female if that matters)). Anyway no matter what she never tells me the truth. Lately I’ve suspected that she is doing “favors” for a man to help her financially and drive her to work, I have this suspicion for good reason too but no matter what I ask her, no matter if I tell her “you owe me nothing but honesty, idc what you do as long as you are honest” she won’t be honest with me. I know she likes me. Because she does little things for me, has cried for me & has opened up to me a little. But idk what to do. I recently reminded her (I told her from the beginning) I’m not really looking for a relationship and I doubt we could get that serious because I don’t trust her”. She’s told me she has to distance herself so she doesn’t get hurt but I still feel pulled to her and feel bad for her situation. Any tips? I know this is a sh1tstorm my apologies lol