Groups

Hey, I’m a person who love making people laugh, I’m currently in a group that some people might think as “the losers” they are all introverted. I’m an ambivert, idk if this is my group.

I went on study trip with my class mates and there are a lot of groups. I want to be able to talk to all people, and sometimes I do. When I’m on my own I can easily makes friends, and make people laugh. But I somehow get affected by my friend group to make silly jokes and basically kind of immature child humor.

I honestly hate it, I was diagnosed with ADHD so I understand why it’s hard for me to be normal. And I get why people exclude me. I can talk ti a bunch of people and the more they talk to me, the less they like me. Im usually feeling very lonely and I just wish I knew how to be myself. Pls help