I don’t know, if this is the right place to post this, but I really need somewhere to get this off my chest (also sorry for any language errors)
So for you to understand this situation I need to tell you about my friend group. Right now I have about six very close friends, there are other people I consider friends, but those six I have known for many years and I would pretty much do anything for them.
I love my friends, and the most recent news, that one of them had to go to the hospital and is now staying at the psychiatric ward (with severe social anxiety, depression and suicidal thoughts) came as a huge shock. Now I know, that I have to be there for her, and I am really trying not to let this get to me too much, but it’s killing me.
It’s not that I don’t know, how to deal with one diagnosed with depression, it’s the fact, that there are several people in said friend group with a similar diagnosis -my former roommate is suicidal, one of my best friend tried to commit suicide several times, another one is on anti depressants and with this situation now…
I’m confused and angry and sad at the same time, not a single one of them deserves to suffer from this, they are all great people, I really don’t know, where it all went wrong.
I’m scared of waking up one day and they are gone. Do you know ways of coping with this?
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The Hoving Home (Pasadena) or Adult & Teen Challenge Compton
Both are free faith based residential treatment program. I went to the one in Pasadena signed up for six months out of Lynnwood county jail. I snapped one night and threw a curtain rod at my ex, etc. if you’re going to jail two more times for probation violation I was with a narcissist, and I finally just to get help. Your friends that are suffering can go to either facility for free, and they can be healed from this. It is the spirit of suicide that is on them. You have to pray it off I know two women that were suicidal on heavy drugs, and they went to the program and were healed. This is too much for you give it to God whether you believe in him or not or her we don’t know, but there is an entity the creator of this whole realm REALM that can release and free them from the spirit of suicide, the Hoving Home they have facilities in Las Vegas, New Jersey, and upstate Garrison New York
Also, you need counseling because it’s not your responsibility you need to. I know you love them, but you need to move on and pray for them, but this is way too much for you, so give it to God don’t feel guilty. Look up Joyce Meyer, Ron Brown this is a spiritual malady pray for them if you don’t believe in prayer pray anyways get your Bible or get the Bible on the Internet and read Psalms. My one friend that was in Bible college with me Teen Challenge ministry institute in Southgate went to adult and teen challenge in Compton. She said they pray for her there, and she felt that demon come off of her.
I will be praying for you