my mom asked me if i would go into the store to get something but something out front so i would’ve had to ask customer service for it, i’m not familiar with the store and my social battery has not been cooperating with me. hours later we get food and i go in and grab it then she goes “by the way, we’re also going to the store” so we pull up and she tells me what to say and my brain kinda shuts down, so she starts yelling at me. she ends up going in then when she gets back in the car she starts aggressively questioning “why something so simple upset me”. i’m still just not able to form thoughts or words, then started getting more upset about feeling not cared about and being misunderstood. i end up saying “my brain just goes blank in social situations and you yelling isn’t helpful.” and she continues questioning and says “that’s not a social situation, and that’s not anything to cry over” i know no matter what i say she won’t care. being anxious makes me nauseous so i can’t eat right now and am just letting myself feel my feelings alone in my room. me and my mom have been on good terms recently and keeping it that way has been exhausting. i really don’t think there’s even a way for her to understand, i don’t want to be like this.