I’m currently dealing with a hormonal imbalance and with my specific medical situation, it’s not a good idea for me to masturbate due to the resulting pain and the possibility of internal damage. I have trauma with masturbation as of several months ago due masturbating and then it resulting in severe internal bleeding and scarring due to a condition I was unaware of until that incident. I had surgery and thought the issue was solved but found out that my condition is recurring. It will likely continue to worsen until I can get surgery.
My intense and frequent sexual desires are causing me distress now because they’re so strong that I feel like I can’t resist them, and I sometimes give in. But it’s risky and results in extreme stress due to fear of internal bleeding.
Does anyone have any tips on how I can deal with this without beating myself up about it? It’s such a specific trauma I have and it’s causing me daily distress… 😥😥😥