Going to a bar

I don’t know what it is, but I always feel like I can not talk to people in bar settings. Catch me at the gym or anywhere in public and I can make small talk with people and share some laughs, but I get socially awkward at bars.

It’s one thing to have friends to go out with, but I travel for work and I’m by myself. I kind of got over the fear of going out myself but I f**king hate the superficial conversations at bars. Nobody fucking cares or remembers the next day so why does everyone act like it matters? I like to have deeper conversations and get to know people but that is not the vibe for a bar. I don’t how to get into this fake ass groove and it’s bothering me. I don know. maybe bars aren’t for me …