I felt as If love was something I was not going to be able to feel anymore. I was hurt so badly, and I feel as if I put a wall up to protect myself against heartbreak. Everyday I find myself breaking that wall a little more. It’s scary to let myself feel anything anymore. Love is consuming & i don’t want that to happen again. I’ve created a Spotify playlists with songs that remind me of him. I think I’m falling in love, and I don’t know if I want to.