I don’t think I’m in love with him, I guess I’m just attached to the bond we have had for almost 6 months, we’re constantly talking to each other through text every day, even updating one another. A little back story, we met through bumble but eventually, decided to be in a FWB setup knowing we’re both into each other, he supports me with my hobbies and even comes with me to events and such. Now he’s dating and pursuing a girl, sometimes I hope it was me. I know to myself that he’s not even the type of guy I want to date but I keep having thoughts that “what if I didn’t agree with the FWB setup before, will we ever come to the point that he and I would romantically connect?”
Would it be better if I end the friendship we have than keep this feeling I have for him? Also, is it possible that he’s just using me as a placeholder cause this girl and him aren’t officially together yet?