This seems like such a strange sentence and most likely a very strange post while I type it.
I want to start out by saying I love my girlfriend and will absolutely kill someone who tries to touch her. But for some reason, I’m into cuckold porn and the likes. I don’t understand why, I just know it’s what I end up gravitating towards when I’m with myself. Perhaps the tabooness of it, but I always find my searches going towards “gf cheats” or “cuck.”
I put myself in that situation and I feel prematurely traumatized if that were to ever happen to me. It’s just for some reason is something I like to watch while doing things myself. I don’t really understand why it gravitates towards me, I don’t even really think that deep into it. I’m not sitting there thinking “oh yeah I’d love to watch her get fucked like that.”
My only hypothesis is I typically watch porn recorded on someone’s phone to give the sense of “real sex.” And then later evolved into what I watch today.
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It’s not only possible, but quite likely, that the majority of people enjoy thinking about fantasies that they’d never want to actually happen, and perhaps never even want to “play out” with a partner. So to answer your question directly: No, it is not wrong to fantasize about something and not want it to happen.
Lots of people fantasize about things they would never want to do in real life.
Nope, not at all. I fantasies about being a full time sex slave, but in practice? Probably would get old pretty quick.
I agree that it’s normal to fantasize about things that you don’t actually want to do irl. But my question for you is because you have been hurt before by cheating, is the idea of you being a cuck a way for you to emotionally control the possibility of it happening again? If you allow it to happen the. It’s not cheating. Just a thought, but I don’t think you should read that much into it
I am like this too! glad i’m not the only one bc i thought i was super strange for this. i used to always fantasize abt my ex being w another girl while i’m watching but he doesn’t know i’m there. It was to the point it was the only thing i was able to have an orgasm thinking about but i would think to myself if it ever actually happened i would’ve been heartbroken and cumming would be the last thing on my mind
No
It’s much more common than you think. There’s nothing wrong with having fantasies that you know you don’t want to implement and there’s no need to try and dissect everything about it if you don’t want to. If you enjoy the porn then enjoy it and if you don’t want to act on it then don’t bring it up.
There is “stuff that is cool to fantasize about when horny” and some of it will never happen or you don’t actually want to happen when you aren’t horny.
Yeah, i watch porn that is much more intense then anything I’d want to do.
No, but it’s probably better to not mention that you fantasize about it, especially if it’s something that a lot of other people would like to actually experiment with.