I’d like to thank everyone who commented on my last post, it finally feels like I’m being heard. But I’m still highly conflicted about what she said. So me and my mum went to church and I saw this girl who is kinda like me personality wise (shy/introverted), and she came along with her friends. She is younger than me and still in secondary/high school. So I commented my mum how she’s kinda like me and my mum said she at least has friends that’s a big deal.
Now I’ve talked to her about this. And she is well aware of my issues I’ve had with w friendships specifically after 2020, after I left high school. And she said she never meant it to put me down or to shame me. Instead she says I think lowly of myself and she said despite that girl being shy etc, she was still able to make friends and so are you. Nevertheless she is quiet stressed about me but sometimes gets frustrated. She asked me why I doubt what she says. And I would go crazy by doubting her. Again I highly appreciate each and one of your responses that’s why I’m looking for some support here. Just a day before she said this I’ve had a revelation about how I should start going to clubs.