i love talking to ppl and i love talking and spending time with friends, and there are almost ZERO ppl that i would NOT want to spend time with. if u give me a random person, i will enjoy picking their brain, and learning about their life experiences, and what they got going on in their life, or anything they wanna talk about honestly. i will talk to any and anyone given that they are comfortable with or want to talk to me.
but maintaining communication with ppl over the internet or not in person is SO difficult for me. i hardly even talk to my parents, and i hardly even talk to any of my friends unless they reach out me first. and yet i still find myself feeling lonely at times and missing talking and spending time with and playing with my family and friends.
also its not like i dont communicate with them at alll, but like outside of necessary communication, i HARDLY reach out or communicate with anyone.
and its not like i DONT wanna talk to ppl. I LOVE TALKING AND HAVING CONVOS AND SPENDING TIME AND HAVING FUN WITH ANYONE. but just, online communication is tuff for me to maintain.
i can explain and i have explained this before very sufficiently, but im too tired to keep writing. ill come back to this in a bit ig <3