The more I desire to connect with new people, the more unattainable it seems.

I don’t know how to connect with new people. While I do connect with my friends and family and have no intention of drifting away from any of them, I do desire to connect with more people. Spice things up, add to what my social life already has in store; that sort of thing. However, it’s seemingly impossible to do so. I never know what to say at the present moment, despite being aware that I do have much to say, as I’m doing right now with this post. Speaking of which, it may seem contradictory that I am even writing this whilst claiming that “I never know what to say”. It’s never the same to connect with people and saying what you want to say right out of the gate in an online setting, as opposed to face to face. I don’t know how this will come across nor am I really sure as to why I’m even writing this. Do as you wish with this post, I don’t really care.