I am a loner who is completely okay with being a loner but sometimes I’m just not. The thought of getting friends is very prominent and sometimes I really wish I had someone who I could trust with myself entirely without getting judged but life itself already feels so draining where the LAST thing I want to do is talk to someone in my free time, usually leading to them getting ghosted for weeks on end and we both silently decide this friendship won’t work out in the long run. This has happened an embarrassing amount of times and I don’t understand why I don’t like talking to people at all. The only time I wouldn’t mind, is when they say something and I say something back, no more. Anyone else also having this happen? Does anyone know why I could feel such a way about socialising?