I’ve found myself missing the feeling of affection with another person. I’ve been single for nearly 10 years now since my ex fiancee and I split and haven’t dated since. I’ve tried my hand at online dating, dating apps, etc but nothing came of it. Lately, I’ve been craving the feeling of having someone there again, to the point it’s made me beyond depressed and even getting hopeless knowing I live in a small town, I’m a trans woman and a lesbian who is disabled and isn’t going to school. I just feel like the odds are stacked against me. I’m uncertain what to do rather than the simple “deal with it and move on” but I’m even having dreams of being with people because I’m just so…lonely. I sometimes just feel like life has it out to get me, I just don’t know anymore.