I returned to college after a two semester break which I chose to take because my college experience prior was absolutely terrible. Now I’m doing far better socially (not all that many but a few good friends), academically (mostly A’s), I’ve gotten a great internship opportunity for the summer, I’ve started working out, exercising, eating far healthier, taking better care of my hygiene and appearance, etc. All in all, I’m doing quite well and never felt better.
However, I’ve also never struggled so much. Besides one summer fling my freshman year of high school, I’ve never had a girlfriend. I went to an all boys high school and just never really had much interaction with girls. But there’s one girl in my class right now that is the first girl in nearly forever that I’ve actually became somewhat “friends” with. But I’m struggling so much in trying to extend our relationship beyond class, and now we only have two classes left. Maybe it’s just that she’s the first girl I’ve really gotten to know since middle school, but I’m struggling so much and feel like she’s the one. I don’t really know, though, and I don’t know what to do.