I’m starting to feel nervous. Am I doing the right thing? And all sorts of questions are starting to pop up.
While I have had this conversation about how it’s making me feel, I don’t know how to deal with it.
Two people who enjoy watching me are going to be present. That should make me feel good right?
My mind is just taking time to understand that it’s okay for me to have a 3rd person there enjoying watching us.
I’ve imagined that and enjoyed it a lot in my imagination. In reality, it’s freaking me out.
Any advice on how i should go about this?