I’m not interested in anyone

I still love my ex after a long time and I’m just not at all interested in anyone else. I tried to date but gave up already. I had to force myself to repply to people until I stopped repplying completely and finally deleted my accounts. If someone catches my interest it’s just because their look somehow similar to my ex or have something in common with him. And I lose that interest very quickly.

Edit: It’s not that I can’t find anyone better or same as good. There is nothing objectively special about him that I can’t find elsewhere. He is just special to my heart. The way he made me feel, the connection, spark. And I can’t get those FEELINGS with anyone else.